I blame you for my sadness - Poetry - Jenn Lundell

My Rainbow Eyes - Poetry by Jenn Lundell

I blame you for my sadness

I blame you for my sadness
I blame you for my tears
I blame myself for liking you
For so many years

I hate you for doing this to me
You still have the power to make me cry
Don’t ever look at me again
With those cold piercing eyes

You took me for granted
Didn’t care if I was there
I blame myself for not knowing
You just didn’t care

I’m not depressed about this
And I have just one wish
I wish our arms were never around each other
I wish we never even kissed

I can’t call you a boyfriend
Cause friends give a damn
Your just a little boy you know
Stop thinking you’re a man

One day you’ll realize what you have lost
And getting me back in your life
Can’t be done at any cost

I’ll never be with you again
You don’t deserve me
You’ll realize one day
Just how bad you hurt me

Jenn Lundell March 31 2002